Relentless Agony

I have, today, logged on for the first time since July 2019.. To be honest, I sit here, trying to find things to say, to describe how I feel, but the truth is : I Have No words, No feelings, No, No nothing... NOT EVEN TEARS ..... My happiness has been simple sucked out of …

I don’t have a Headache…MY BRAIN HURTS…..

Now, ....... I KNOW the difference between a headache, a cluster headache and a migraine, because I experience them regularly.  But the pain that has recently started to drive me up the wall, especially at night, as soon as my head hits the pillow...is unbearable. The ONLY way I can describe it is My brain …

How to Be a Boss at Blogging When You Have 0 Followers — The Art of Blogging

Just had to share this post........................... Sometimes I like to pretend I’m a photographer. Mostly with other people’s cameras. And the results are oftentimes… not bad. I do not research the subject, I do not take classes, I do not read about photography, I do not actively aim to become better. Yet, somehow, I am …

A week of madness..

OMGiddy aunt....the past 2 weeks have been a total nightmare.....besides the heat, which has us at work for 6am to be done by 2pm, the turbo on the van flatlined.....total inconvenience... so between taxi's, walking and getting a lift to work with Gary's dad, we got through it....and a bill of nearly £1000.00 to repair …

Soliloquy…………

[An act of speaking one's thoughts aloud when by oneself or regardless of any hearers.] ((An utterance or discourse by a person who is talking to him or herself, or is disregardful of or oblivious to any hearers present (often used as a device in drama to disclose a character's innermost thoughts): ;To be or not …

TO BE OR ? .. Not To Be ……

To be, or not to be: that is the question: Whether ‘tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep; No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heart-ache …

There IS Light at the End of the

STOP being so negative all the time and reliving the past....carrying baggage with you only wears you down. You can't change what has happened, but you can move on.. I should know.....it nearly killed me...but constantly reminding yourself and others what a shit day you had, how miserable you feel, how no one understands, omg, …

Sometimes…..

Sometimes, Time out, Silence........... and being on your own  ----- in your own space, replenishes  your thoughts from anger, to frustration, to... JUST HAVING to DEAL WITH IT ALL... Sometimes it feels better not to say a word , at all,  about anything, to anyone.... no words can explain whats going on in your head, …

My Last Blog and Testimony….

No.... Not really my last blog and testimony, But!  it's a question I have asked myself.......And wonder how many think of this aswell......What if today was your last day on earth?????? The reason I asked myself this today...is because I recently had a General Anesthesia... Aww...Routine......some may say... but NOT if you have a phobia …

Is Your Life and Other’s really worth that call??

The numbers illustrating the dangers of cell phone use while driving are downright startling. In fact, at any given time throughout the day, approximately 660,000 drivers are still attempting to use their phones while behind the wheel of their vehicle. Smartphones have made it easy for us to stay connected at all times. But that …