Need to…..

Need to ….

22.45…. Can’t sleep…..downstairs…coffee, ham, mayo and jalapeño …just a half sarnie..
Back to bed.. 23.29. … Can’t sleep, lodger fighting…again…….on the phone to boyfriend in the USA ….(had a right go at her earlier on…sick to death of listening to her fight, day in and out..as soon as she gets in…all they do is argue, No! correction, he argues…she screams and shouts…)

Thoughts going through my head…..packing..oh yes were moving…that’s another blog…. Yes we really are, so excited, new chapter for me….can’t wait…. Watched The Judge, this afternoon, read the book years ago, got quite emotional in parts…the parts I could and can relate to ….thoughts..

To do……. Finishing the final touches to the stone garden I designed today…plants…mmm…grass’s in big pots, next to stumps…..near metal tubs…..planted foxgloves, tick……can’t wAit to see them in full show…spectacular..

finish pebble path, …blogging 101, yes I know, already ticked that in my head….dog snoring, thought it was quiet for to long, oh and now Gary has joined the wood cutting ceremony…….can so much stuff go through ones mind so quickly in all one go?? Must be or I wouldn’t be speed typing at this time of night……hence hardly any commas and stops…..brain to quick…

Blogging 101 ……shit have to get onto it all.. Work, home, sitting room full of empty boxes, really need to start sorting through shit…..big bonfire coming…getting rid of all bad memories, bad karma, starting anew..fresh…

23.45….really need to try and sleep…..dogs up…..aha now he’s starting his routine of going round and round and round and finally, nope another round, scratch at this part of his bed, then…yes .thank gawd, he’s found his comfy spot…..Gary’s still snoring…his sciatica has been playing up for 3 days now..
Need to sort the bills out….tax bill keeps glaring at me whenever I walk past it…so many things that need to be done…….photo blog101, blogging 101 …… I have 5 drafts waiting to be published, need to need to need to….sick to death of having to need to ….I don’t want to….

00.19 taking a 5 min break….. in the last 20 min, 5 games of candy soda crush, a ciggy, Just trying to switch off and get sleepy…..

Game of thrones….mental note ….John said books were good!! Must go look…when I get a min..lol…need to need to…so many other things need to …. Dentist, solicitor, need to , when to?? Can’t be asked to, have to, have to what?? Prioritise !!! .?? Procrastinate …. No!, not putting it off through laziness, it just all to overwhelming….mmm I wonder if there are different types of procrastination!?? Going to google it…….00.58…. Omgoodness, there are different types…..

There are different types...

There are different types…

http://www.lifehack.org/articles/productivity/types-procrastination-and-how-you-can-fix-them.html

Still, everything needs to be done…I did start sorting out the smallest room, got rid of a load of junk, now to pack what’s left…..and get in to the loft, then spare room, then sitting room, then oh, make a list of things we are going to need in the new house….need to need to….another need to….01.04 sod this, up in 5hrs 25mins.. to see Gary off to work….pack his lunch…mm, haven’t even thought of what to make for him yet……. Indigestion, great, thanks coffee…… Switch off switch off, need to need to …..01.28am….
5hrs before another day, …

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3 thoughts on “Need to…..

    • I know hey, I think my body would agree, the brain exhausts it… I think my brain is, well, just plain ADHD… Lol… Hopefully once we have moved, my life will become more normal.. 😉

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